an attempt to write

the dreams in my mind

The Other Me Part 8 April 4, 2010

Filed under: The Other Me — fan2527 @ 7:39 am

Win opens his eyes and saw that it looked like a nice day out. when he tried to get up, he realized that he was in a hospital bed and had an IV in his arm. he was playing around with it when he heard the door open. he turned to look and saw his roommate Din walk in.

“hey man you’re finally awake. how are you feeling?” Din asked

“ok i guess, what happen? why am i in the hosptial?” Win replied.

“you don’t remember? oh well i guess it might take some time to come back. they had to sedate you last night.”

confused, Win asked “sedate me? why?” he sat there trying to remember what had happen and then he began to remember bits and pieces of the previous night. talking, singing, bright lights, lots of noise… a crash…

Din sat next to bed and he saw Win’s hands starting to curl into a fist with the bed sheets twisting between his fingers. “You remember huh?”

“Riew… where is she?” Win asked without looking at Din.

“dude, i think you should just get some rest. worry about yourself first” Din said as he got up and walked away from him.

“Din!! tell me where she is, is she ok? why won’t anyone tell me? the doctors, they wouldn’t tell me either last night. thats why they sedated me isn’t it? tell me now!”

Din could hear the anger in his friend’s voice, but he couldn’t bare to be the one to tell him anything. Din took a deep breath and turn to look at Win. “Are you sure you want to know now?”

“Damn it Din! just tell me or i’ll get out of this damn bed and find out for myself” Win started to try and rip the IV out his arm when Din finally gave in.

“Ok ok man calm down. Riew… the girl that was in the car with you, I don’t know the specifics, all the doctors told me was that it’s serious”

Din saw Win’s eyes widen and his jaw quiver “.. serious?” Win asked?

“yea, man, from what the police told me… there was a convertible that basically drove right into you guys, but you swerved in time to avoid the head on collision. but the convertible ended up doing a lot of damage to the passenger side of your car, thats why Riew is..”

“seriously injured” Win interrupted “it’s my fault!! what did i do, what did i do??” he started hitting the bed when Din grabbed him and held his arms down.

“Win now you listen to me. this isn’t your fault, those guys in the convertible, they were drunk, the cops already arrested them. it’s not your fault you, you hear me?” Din then looked him in the eyes “don’t you dare try and take the blame for this like you did last time.”

“but..”

“no, no buts about it” Din said “last time was not your fault and neither is this time. i don’t care what you think, but i’m not going to have it this time. i let you deal with it your own way last time, which was stupid as hell, but i’m not going to let you drown yourself in pity again”

Win shook himself free of Din and laid down in his bed. “how hurt was she?” he thought to himself.

“she’s in the icu right now, do you want to go see her?”

Win sat back up “i can see her? they will let me?”

Din patted his friends back “aw puppy love, isn’t this cute?” he said with a laugh. “i’ll go get a nurse”

Din wheeled Win over to the icu, as they were going through the waiting room he saw her bandmates sitting in there, all of whom looked like they hadn’t slept all night.

“Din wait, the waiting room bring me there first”

“sure, you know the least you could have told me was that you were dating a rock star, does she have any hot friends?” he replied

“man, shut up just push the wheelchair would you?”

when the door to the waiting room open, all three guys stood up in anticipation, but when they saw that it wasn’t the doctor, they all sat back down in disappointment. Win didn’t know what to say, he didn’t know much about these guys, but from what Riew had told him he couldn’t help but think that they wanted to kill him.

“i’m… i’m sorry” Win blurted out “sorry for being the reason Riew is hurt, sorry, i’m so sorry”

Lek got up and walked over to Win and said “man, it’s not your fault, you don’t have to be sorry. how are you doing? you doing alright?”

“yea, yea i’m fine.”

“we should have gone to visit you first” Thom said “but we’ve just kind of been caught up here, waiting to hear something from the doctors”

“it’s alright, i understand, Riew, she told me that you guys are like her brothers” Win said looking at the ground. he couldn’t bare to look at them.

“Win, go in and see her” Win looked up to see that Kong was staring at him. “go, go in we’ll talk later” he said.

Win nodded and looked up at Din, who wheeled him out of the waiting room towards the icu.

Din stopped in front of the doors, “you sure your ready to see her?”

“yea… i think so.”

 

The Other Me Part 7 April 3, 2010

Filed under: The Other Me — fan2527 @ 6:03 pm

Win blinked his eyes repeatedly, the bright light shining above was blinding him. “where am I?” he thought to himself.

He tried to move but every part of his body ached. he could hear people around him, but he couldn’t make out what they were saying. everything was a blur. Win tried to sit up but he felt the pressure of someone’s hand on his chest. “don’t move, keep still” a voice said.

“where am i?” he muttered but there was no answer.

“what are you guys doing to me??” answer me!!” he struggled to get loose, but he felt the hand push down on his harder. he relented and asked again “where am i?”

a hand moved over his face he felt them pull open his eyes and the squirm as they shown a flash light into his eyes. “Win, do you hear me?”

“yes” he answered.

“do you know where you are?”

“no, i don’t. who are you guys?”

“Win, do you remember what happen?”

“noo… just tell me what’s going on!” Win replied.

“Win, stay calm. you were in an accident. you’re at the hospital. we’re checking to make sure that you ok. right now everything looks fine, but …”

Win’s mind was racing, he didn’t hear anything else the doctor was telling him. “accident? what accident? what happen??” he struggled to remember what had happen earlier that night. the doctor finally removed the light from his hand and continued to work on the rest of him. Win closed his eyes, he tried to remember what had happen.

do you mind giving me a ride home? the guys are leaving me” Riew asked

i’d love to” he answered.

that’s right! i was giving Riew a ride home from her show, she fell asleep in the car, he thought to himself. then we got off the highway and i woke her up so she could give me directions. that’s right! she was telling me where she lived. just behind the burger joint all the kids from school like to hang out at. Win was happy that he still remembered where Riew lived, but the accident… when did that happen?

he remember Riew switching on the radio and talking about a concert she wanted to go to. it was her favorite singer, albert, she sounded so happy the way she talked about him, about how much she idolized him as a person and as a singer. he remembered telling her that he had heard of the concert, but didn’t have any one to go with. he remembered joking that had he should have just gotten a ticket so that he could bump into her there. she laughed, oh how sweet her laugh was! he thought to himself. then he remembered that she told him she had an extra ticket and that he was more than welcome to have it. he smiled to himself thinking that he was going to be able to see her again.

Win felt the prick of needles in his arm and heard the doctors and nurses yelling back and forth. he tried to block them out so that he could remember what else happen. they talked, the conversation between him and Riew flowed perfectly. there was no awkwardness, they had the same sense of humor, enjoyed the same things he remembered. the burger joint. they were nearing the burger joint when he remembered that Riew had gone quiet. why? why did she go quiet he thought. oh that’s right! he thought to himself. she was looking out the window and saw the crowd of their classmates hanging out there, but why? why did that bother her so much? Win struggled to remember.

the convertible… what about that convertible? it had driven by us at the beach. was it at the burger joint? Yes!! that’s it, that’s why Riew went quiet, she saw the convertible again. did she say anything? no, no she didn’t other than to make a right at the corner… the convertible wasn’t there anymore. no, no it wasn’t in the parking lot anymore, but where did it go?

make a right, make a right” he thought… i turned right, then… then the lights, the headlights shining straight into them and then there was a crash followed by darkness..

“RIEEEWWWWW” Win yelled as he struggled to get out of his gurney, the nurses held him down as he yelled and screamed for Riew.

 

 
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